15 April, 2012

Started it Good...


THANKS GOOD Monday 9th of April was my first day of school,, omg omg I loved it x) made me miss JSR and the sweetest things I ever had is one of my best friend sent me a nice morning message to support me cuz the night before I had a horrible night and another one is my bestie took me to have an ice cream cuz I signed a contract soo yeahh I cried like hell (not really, make it dramatic!!) I had emzz not really good sleep but I woke up in the early morning which is good. And went off to school, I miss waking up in the morning and feel the morning air wooooohoooo and see the sunrise. EPIC MORNING… (Playing Here comes the sun J )

Then I went to my former school to pick the form for Bali Marathon and yeah they lost them (well they said that they didn’t get the letter and the forms I was like, dafuq!!! Uuuggghh people pleaseee but yeah today I will get then tho . The thing is I don’t know why I love to hang around with the naughty one than the nice one. I love naughty kid, they are so adorable, trust me, if you know what I mean.

So they are still in unit Government and few days ago we learnt about the children right and there are 54 articles and one of the articles is – children should not be kidnapped and one of the boys said, “yeah obviously!!” and all the kids were laughing. And there something silly happened also at the music class, there were 2 boys didn’t bring their music instrument and the teacher said that she will phone their parents and one of the boys said, “Can you just email them?”. Dude it’s just same thing.. Duh!!!

Haaaa so yeah I love my kids J


11 November, 2011

Sejenak berangan

Sang Biru

Aku berdiri di atas bukit, menatap langit dan menunggu datangnya pelangi. Aku bertanya pada Pencipta akankah aku memiliki kesempatan sekali lagi untuk memiliki salah satu warna yang menjadikannya indah. Mungkin saja aku diijinkan, toh kalau pun aku boleh memilikinya pikirku Dia masih memiliki banyak warna lain yang akan menggantikannya.

Kuambil segenggam biru, lalu teringatku pada warna yang pernah ku ambil dahulu, namum aku harus rela melepaskannya dan bukan berarti aku telah salah langkah karena telah memilihnya. Melepaskan yang pernah menunjukan padaku warna kasih yang lembut, mengajarkan aku untuk tetap berdiri meski aku pun tahu bahwa aku tidak mampu, membuatku tetap melangkah maju meski aku sudah lelah dan mengajarkan padaku bahwa melepaskan bukanlah akhir dari segalanya melainkan awal dari hidup. Ya, kali ini aku melihat biru yang indah itu sebagai awal perjalananku. Dia tersenyum padaku, membuat aku ingin memeluknya dan memerikan kecupan manis. Dia pun buatku lupa akan keluhku, membiarkan aku berbaring pada warnanya yang tenang dan buatku terlelap dan membiarkan aku bermimpi tentang warnanya yang indah.

Tetapi hari itu datang dan membuatku bertanya-tanya, mampukah aku membuatnya tetap bersinar saat birunya memudar? Mampukah aku membuatnya tetap bersamaku? Sesaat aku mulai gelisah dengan keberadaannya, adakah senyumnya itu ditujukan kepadaku, adakah canda yang ia lontarkan itu ditujukan kepadaku. Sejenak ku bercermin pada matahatiku sendiri, aku tidak cantik dan aku tidak sempura seperti gadis kebanyakan. Aku adalah aku, aku yang terkadang tertawa kepada diri sendiri, aku yang selalu mencoba segala hal, aku yang sederhana.

Dan sekarang kembali aku berdiri di atas bukit ini dengan membawa warna biru yang telah aku ambil. Jikalau memang biru itu bukanlah warna yang bisa aku miliki, aku akan tetap bersyukur karena ia telah bersedia hati untuk menggoreskan warnanya kedalam kanvas hidupku dan membuatnya menjadi penuh arti. Dirinya akan tetap ada dalam setiap tautan doaku agar suatu saat nanti jika ia menemukan pemiliknya, maka dia pun bisa bersinar lebih terang dan tetap teringat padaku walau hanya seberkas saja.


01 November, 2011

Mr. Harrison??

To: Mr. George Harrison

Hey Mr. Harrison, how are you? I’ve been thinking about lately and I don’t know why. Well, my life can be so random sometimes; please don’t laugh because it is true. Just like your friend, Mr. Lennon said, “Life is happen when you are busy making plan” I guess he is totally right. There were lots of things running in my mind since few days ago, my pre-thesis exam, my nephew Eugene who just had his surgery done last Wednesday but unfortunately he had to go back to hospital because he got weak and also I have to finish my stories that I started when I was in Perth. I keep writing and writing but then that story became a long story you know, it supposed to be a short story so yeah I have to split them, another work here we go again!!!

Yesterday when I was on my way to my dad’s clinic, suddenly I wanna write another lyric but then words just won’t came out from my mind. I don’t know where to start and I don’t know how to do it. Actually, I really adore the way you write music, you know when I played The Beatles Rock Band with my friend. I just realized what you sing in “If I needed someone” you said “Call your number on my wall and may be you will get a call from me, if I needed someone”. Then I said to my friend, “Dude did you hear what I hear?”

“I heard that too. Its kinda mean but that is so George!” he said.

“Yeah right, he always amazes me with his song like in “While my guitar gently weeps”. You know, floor needs sweeping... and guitar still gently weeps... seriously? Do you think that floor has something to do with guitar?? I just don’t get it!” I said to him.

“You don’t have to as long as you can enjoy that song anyway!” he said.

“Ah yeah you are right dude!”

And that day, I looked up all my lyrics and poems I have made since I was in junior high also the book of poem hoping I will get inspiration but it was just useless thing to do. Then I plug my earphone to my Ipod and played Ringo’s songs. The first song was “photograph”, song that you and Ringo made together. Well, that was a really good song to be played. How could you make a simple song with a deep feeling?? I was daydreaming after that then a lovely voice whispered to me,

“You can’t do wrong when you make a song. It doesn’t matter how short or long, as long we can sing along then why not?”

Was it you, Mr. Harrison???

Your guitar

They say love ain’t walk in the park

but I guess they all wrong

Like when I saw you

with your guitar gently weep

I got a funny feeling

a unique feeling telling me

Im falling, yes falling with you

with your guitar you make love grows in a garden

You said your heart as the beat, oohh

boy, did you just tell me

that you love me too

like a song you made for me

I got a funny feeling

a unique feeling telling me

Im falling, yes falling with you

with your guitar you make love grows in a garden

Baby, you know i believe in words “once upon a time”

But I don’t want a happy ending because my true love is never end.

my tribute to George Harrison the wonderful man


20 Oktober, 2011

Can't Losing You

Cant Losing You

believe that you are the one in my life
back than i think i wont lose you,,
but i was wrong,,

you prove me
silly love songs always right
when my sky looking trouble
you are the one who put blue back in to it

baby please dont leave,
the second change so much means to me
if i lose you, i bet my life would be empty
baby, i just cant losing you

My tribute to Maureen Starkey
sleep tight little willow

18 Oktober, 2011

Forever You

Forever You

Why do I need a rainbow if I can find in your eyes?

People said great thing happens in a blink of an eye,

I don’t even need a blink of eye if I got you

Why do I need sea breeze if I can feel it every time you say my name?

People said love will find you if you try,

but I don’t even need a try if I got you

Times goes by, little time but so much to do

or should I say to the time runner,

please sit back, relax and no need to rush

cause life is too beautiful to be missed

Since I found you I had my joy, my new hope

You've show me the love I never knew

Now who needs a dream when there is you

I believe my destiny is you

Forever true... I’m so in love with you

My tribute to Linda McCartney

10 Oktober, 2011

Lead My Way

Someone said to me
that I will find my love
when I grow up someday.
cant believe that someday
come very soon.

That angel is you, yeah you the one.
you put smile onto my lips

Lead my way baby, just lead me to your heart
teach me how to love you like the way you do
and if I fail then I'm sorry

There will be no ordinary day for me
when you take my hand
and let me see the beauty of the world

That angel is you, yeah you the one.
you put the stars into my eyes

I might not say I love you everyday
but i will show you how I love you for the rest of my life.

this poem is dedicated to John Lennon
who lets me see what LOVE is and tells me how to love.

05 Juni, 2011

Joy is not so over,,

Joy is not so over,,

i was walking down by the river
while looked for the sun which is getting shiver
once i said to my self
the dream that i have is not only a dream,
its special dream that i believe i can make it comes true
'tis a golden dream not a silver,,

joy to my self joy to the world
once i had my dream so fail, did even my friends care about it?
did even my family try to raise me up?
life is so life
my dream is infinitive,
its never end as long as i keep dreaming and reaching it,,
because my joy is not so over!

I will do whatever it takes to get my dream