Sejenak berangan

Sang Biru

Aku berdiri di atas bukit, menatap langit dan menunggu datangnya pelangi. Aku bertanya pada Pencipta akankah aku memiliki kesempatan sekali lagi untuk memiliki salah satu warna yang menjadikannya indah. Mungkin saja aku diijinkan, toh kalau pun aku boleh memilikinya pikirku Dia masih memiliki banyak warna lain yang akan menggantikannya.

Kuambil segenggam biru, lalu teringatku pada warna yang pernah ku ambil dahulu, namum aku harus rela melepaskannya dan bukan berarti aku telah salah langkah karena telah memilihnya. Melepaskan yang pernah menunjukan padaku warna kasih yang lembut, mengajarkan aku untuk tetap berdiri meski aku pun tahu bahwa aku tidak mampu, membuatku tetap melangkah maju meski aku sudah lelah dan mengajarkan padaku bahwa melepaskan bukanlah akhir dari segalanya melainkan awal dari hidup. Ya, kali ini aku melihat biru yang indah itu sebagai awal perjalananku. Dia tersenyum padaku, membuat aku ingin memeluknya dan memerikan kecupan manis. Dia pun buatku lupa akan keluhku, membiarkan aku berbaring pada warnanya yang tenang dan buatku terlelap dan membiarkan aku bermimpi tentang warnanya yang indah.

Tetapi hari itu datang dan membuatku bertanya-tanya, mampukah aku membuatnya tetap bersinar saat birunya memudar? Mampukah aku membuatnya tetap bersamaku? Sesaat aku mulai gelisah dengan keberadaannya, adakah senyumnya itu ditujukan kepadaku, adakah canda yang ia lontarkan itu ditujukan kepadaku. Sejenak ku bercermin pada matahatiku sendiri, aku tidak cantik dan aku tidak sempura seperti gadis kebanyakan. Aku adalah aku, aku yang terkadang tertawa kepada diri sendiri, aku yang selalu mencoba segala hal, aku yang sederhana.

Dan sekarang kembali aku berdiri di atas bukit ini dengan membawa warna biru yang telah aku ambil. Jikalau memang biru itu bukanlah warna yang bisa aku miliki, aku akan tetap bersyukur karena ia telah bersedia hati untuk menggoreskan warnanya kedalam kanvas hidupku dan membuatnya menjadi penuh arti. Dirinya akan tetap ada dalam setiap tautan doaku agar suatu saat nanti jika ia menemukan pemiliknya, maka dia pun bisa bersinar lebih terang dan tetap teringat padaku walau hanya seberkas saja.

Love,
Princess_Erika
xoxox

09.11.11

Mr. Harrison??

To: Mr. George Harrison

Hey Mr. Harrison, how are you? I’ve been thinking about lately and I don’t know why. Well, my life can be so random sometimes; please don’t laugh because it is true. Just like your friend, Mr. Lennon said, “Life is happen when you are busy making plan” I guess he is totally right. There were lots of things running in my mind since few days ago, my pre-thesis exam, my nephew Eugene who just had his surgery done last Wednesday but unfortunately he had to go back to hospital because he got weak and also I have to finish my stories that I started when I was in Perth. I keep writing and writing but then that story became a long story you know, it supposed to be a short story so yeah I have to split them, another work here we go again!!!

Yesterday when I was on my way to my dad’s clinic, suddenly I wanna write another lyric but then words just won’t came out from my mind. I don’t know where to start and I don’t know how to do it. Actually, I really adore the way you write music, you know when I played The Beatles Rock Band with my friend. I just realized what you sing in “If I needed someone” you said “Call your number on my wall and may be you will get a call from me, if I needed someone”. Then I said to my friend, “Dude did you hear what I hear?”

“I heard that too. Its kinda mean but that is so George!” he said.

“Yeah right, he always amazes me with his song like in “While my guitar gently weeps”. You know, floor needs sweeping... and guitar still gently weeps... seriously? Do you think that floor has something to do with guitar?? I just don’t get it!” I said to him.

“You don’t have to as long as you can enjoy that song anyway!” he said.

“Ah yeah you are right dude!”

And that day, I looked up all my lyrics and poems I have made since I was in junior high also the book of poem hoping I will get inspiration but it was just useless thing to do. Then I plug my earphone to my Ipod and played Ringo’s songs. The first song was “photograph”, song that you and Ringo made together. Well, that was a really good song to be played. How could you make a simple song with a deep feeling?? I was daydreaming after that then a lovely voice whispered to me,

“You can’t do wrong when you make a song. It doesn’t matter how short or long, as long we can sing along then why not?”

Was it you, Mr. Harrison???

Your guitar

They say love ain’t walk in the park

but I guess they all wrong

Like when I saw you

with your guitar gently weep

I got a funny feeling

a unique feeling telling me

Im falling, yes falling with you

with your guitar you make love grows in a garden

You said your heart as the beat, oohh

boy, did you just tell me

that you love me too

like a song you made for me

I got a funny feeling

a unique feeling telling me

Im falling, yes falling with you

with your guitar you make love grows in a garden

Baby, you know i believe in words “once upon a time”

But I don’t want a happy ending because my true love is never end.

my tribute to George Harrison the wonderful man

Love,
Princess_Erika
xoxox

01.11.11

Can't Losing You

Cant Losing You

believe that you are the one in my life
back than i think i wont lose you,,
but i was wrong,,

you prove me
silly love songs always right
when my sky looking trouble
you are the one who put blue back in to it

baby please dont leave,
the second change so much means to me
if i lose you, i bet my life would be empty
baby, i just cant losing you

My tribute to Maureen Starkey
sleep tight little willow

Forever You

Forever You

Why do I need a rainbow if I can find in your eyes?

People said great thing happens in a blink of an eye,

I don’t even need a blink of eye if I got you

Why do I need sea breeze if I can feel it every time you say my name?

People said love will find you if you try,

but I don’t even need a try if I got you

Times goes by, little time but so much to do

or should I say to the time runner,

please sit back, relax and no need to rush

cause life is too beautiful to be missed

Since I found you I had my joy, my new hope

You've show me the love I never knew

Now who needs a dream when there is you

I believe my destiny is you

Forever true... I’m so in love with you

My tribute to Linda McCartney

Lead My Way

Someone said to me

that I will find my love
when I grow up someday.
cant believe that someday
come very soon.

That angel is you, yeah you the one.
you put smile onto my lips

Lead my way baby, just lead me to your heart
teach me how to love you like the way you do
and if I fail then I'm sorry

There will be no ordinary day for me
when you take my hand
and let me see the beauty of the world

That angel is you, yeah you the one.
you put the stars into my eyes

I might not say I love you everyday
but i will show you how I love you for the rest of my life.


this poem is dedicated to John Lennon
who lets me see what LOVE is and tells me how to love.

Joy is not so over,,

Joy is not so over,,

i was walking down by the river
while looked for the sun which is getting shiver
once i said to my self
the dream that i have is not only a dream,
its special dream that i believe i can make it comes true
'tis a golden dream not a silver,,

joy to my self joy to the world
once i had my dream so fail, did even my friends care about it?
did even my family try to raise me up?
life is so life
my dream is infinitive,
its never end as long as i keep dreaming and reaching it,,
because my joy is not so over!

I will do whatever it takes to get my dream

Love,
Princess_Erika
xoxox

06.06.11

be glad for what you've got,,

HEEELLLOOOO RAINERRRRSSSS

ok this is quite random,, seriuosly i dont know what im going to talk about but yeah there is something i have to tell you,, ha666 it means yeah i have something to tell you,,
last two weeks i just turned to 22, nothing that really special for that day,, i blew my candle and yeah officialy im 22 and what did i get for my bday,, not much,,i might not hoping for blast magical awesome party like poeple have or asking for many present to make me happy ,, but look what i've got so far,,

1. dad gave me soap and wet tissue -> its weird eh but do u know that he got from german,, i think im not gonna use it,, the smell sooo way good,, yeah im gonna keep it,,

2. i bought an inter jersey with Princess 666 printed in it awesome and my friend got me another one.

3. and yeah it freakin suprise that imma be The Beatles fan of the week by uploading my Beatles collection ahayyyy thx "I Love The Beatles" for making my week awesome

Awesome >_<

4. big The Beatles poster with 2/3 of my height,, bring it baby x) freakin awesome .. can believe i would have that x)

My big poster :)

5. The Beatles broche from The Facebeat lead singer when i went to The Beatles night at hardrock!! can believe that mas wisnu would give me that lil plat,, its honor for me to get that blinkblink booo yaaahhh baby,,

The Beatles plat

sooo thats all i've got x) not much but i do glad for everything that people gave me besides God gives me everything that i wanted,, He is my all,,

love,
Princess_erika
xoxox
16.05.11

Its Her 'tis Her

Its Her 'Tis Her

To whom I say to Thee that she is my friend

To whom I say to Thee that she is my sister

To whom I say to Thee that she is my light

To whom I say to Thee that she is my part of my life

For everything she has, the risk is her best friend

For the time she has, the soul she found

For the fate she has, the smile she shown

For all the tears she has, the happiness she brought

Its joy and its pain will come together

Its smile and its tear will run together

Its sun and its moon will face together

Its you and its me will stay young forever

from little things big things grow

love,
Princess_erika
xoxox
28.04.11